"Creativity is very messy," writes Dr. Scott Barry Kaufman in a Scientific American article entitled,
The Messy Minds of Creative People (December 24, 2014).
Well, yeah…
The process that leads to the completion of a composition, or indeed anything you create, is, at least in my experience, rarely linear.
- There are ideas that don't go anywhere.
- There are ideas that go somewhere, but not where you want them to go.
- There are sometimes too many ideas.
- There are sometimes no ideas, or at least none that seem to be any good.
- Finding regular, uninterrupted blocks of time in which to compose can be challenging. Kind of like searching for the Holy Grail, or finding matches for all those single socks that modern dryers produce.
- When you finally find a block of time in which to compose, the creative well sometimes appears to have run dry. This can lead to…
- Frustration. And in such large quantities!
- Every now and then, however, something goes right, which is sweet indeed! However…
- We may come to believe that what we considered brilliant, or at least pretty darn good, is neither, and in fact may very possibly be complete garbage. To be clear, it is unlikely to be garbage, complete or otherwise, but the brain sometimes turns on a person. If that should happen to you, smack the brain smartly (but figuratively) with a rolled up newspaper and tell it that a non-brilliant idea is not necessarily garbage. Here's a little inequation to help remember this:
- Non-Brilliant Idea ≠ Garbage
- There can be positive feedback from others, encouraging you to keep doing what you're doing. So you do, but it may turn out to be bad advice if you don't like the direction your piece is taking.
- There can be conflicting suggestions from others, such as:
- The piano writing is unidiomatic, vs. Nah, the piano writing is fine… A good pianist should have no trouble with it.
- A single motive that permeates every bar of the entire piece? That is PURE GENIUS, my friend! vs. That pervasive motive is fine for a while, but you get pretty sick of it after about the twentieth time you hear it, and by about page five it makes me want to jump off a building! Seriously, dial it back a notch or six; less is more.
- That middle section makes no sense to me, vs. That middle section is my favourite part!
- There can be a little voice in the back of your head suggesting that you really have no idea what you're doing, so why keep doing it?
- There can be self-flagellation. Figuratively, ideally. Otherwise, it would just be weird.
- There can be happy, joyous times. Oh, what a splendid idea this is! This peppy little minuet will surely get the powdered-wig set dancing! La!
- There can be self-shaming: Oh, why did I ever think that a peppy minuet was a splendid idea? Hipster kids nowadays are mostly into the bourée, while emo kids are all about sarabandes, at least when they're not listening to the Pavane pour une infante défunte… I feel so ashamed!
- On good days, there can be the briefly-held and hubristically-based belief that the composition process is really quite straightforward, as long as you focus on executing the plan.
- There can be a growing sense that your plan isn't working, accompanied by a feeling of increasing dread.
- There can be creative paralysis upon realizing that not only does the plan not work, your entire piece is basically dead in the water, gone belly up, defunct, bankrupt, demised, passed on, is no more, has ceased to be, expired, gone to meet its maker, a stiff, bereft of life, resting in peace, pushing up daisies, its metabolic processes are now history, it's off the twig, kicked the bucket, shuffled off its mortal coil, run down the curtain, and joined the bleedin' choir invisible; basically, what you've got is the compositional equivalent of an EX-PARROT!! [adapted from Monty Python, Dead Parrot Sketch]
- There can be complaints and seemingly-unrealistic demands from performers of your music.
- Upon completion of a composition, there can be a sense of accomplishment so profound that, incredibly, you decide to put yourself through this messy process again and begin a new project.
All of which brings us to the idea of a plan. Here is a cautionary tale based on a true story of someone I taught some years ago, but with abundant and egregious liberties taken:
Chapter One
Once upon a time, there was a student named Sammy (not her/his real name; if you are a student named Sammy, this is not about you. Sorry).
Now Sammy had always composed fairly intuitively, and, while it had often been a frustrating process, it had worked out reasonably well, and s/he was making slow, steady progress.
One day, Sammy got a notion that it would be a good idea to work out a plan for her/his next piece.
Most composers start with a plan, some of which can be really detailed.
Insanely detailed! Milton Babbitt, Karlheinz Stockhausen, and Pierre Boulez: I'm looking at
you, dudes!
A detailed plan could provide many benefits — it could smooth the composition process, since you would always know where to go next within the piece; without a plan, we often struggle when we finish a section because we're not sure where it should go from there. Lots of times Sammy had started pieces intending to take them in a particular direction, only to have the piece go in a different direction! Compositions, like cats, often do not go where we want them to go. A plan would
definitely help put Sammy in control of her/his composition, and not the other way around!
Not only that, but a plan would likely result in a work that was well designed, consistent, and organic. No more of this ten-different-ideas-within-the-same-piece nonsense!
A plan could be the key to taking her/his music to the next level.
Chapter Two
And so Sammy began work on the plan. S/he used set theory to work out a pitch system that produced beautiful, non-tonal sonorities. Actually, it took a few attempts before Sammy was satisfied with this, but the eventual result was most satisfying indeed! When Sammy played arpeggios from this pitch-organization system for her/his composition class, they were impressed! Sammy's composition teacher was impressed, and immediately thought of cool and wonderful things that could be done with Sammy's system.
Chapter Three
Sammy worked out related pitch worlds for different sections of the piece. Sammy also worked on the structure of the piece, eventually (again, after several unsatisfactory attempts) arriving at a series of overlapping arch shapes that were a thing of beauty. Approximate durations were assigned to each section, and as well to each subsection. The vertical axis represented intensity, which rose and fell in a series of cascading waves, eventually reaching a climax at the golden mean (61.8% of the way through the structure).
Chapter Four
There may have been more additions/deletions/modifications to the plan after that. Sammy's composition teacher does not remember.
Chapter Five
But Sammy's composition teacher does remember feeling increasingly uneasy as the weeks rolled by and no significant work on the
actual composition was presented to the class. Semesters are about twelve weeks long in Canada, the land where Sammy and Sammy's composition teacher both live, and with about half the semester gone, all Sammy had to show the class each week were further tweaks to the plan. To be fair, however, Sammy had sketched out bits of several sections as well. This in no way reflected any malingering, dallying, dawdling, or dilatoriness on Sammy's part; constructing a detailed plan takes a lot of work, and Sammy's teacher understood this, having read about it in a book once.
Chapter Six
Sammy was beginning to feel the crunch, what with the semester half gone and all, and decided to take the leap. The first section took longer than expected, because Sammy wasn't satisfied with the results s/he was getting. The first section! And already it was starting to feel like herding cats!
Why must cats and compositions be so willful? Sammy wondered
.
That's the age-old question, mused Sammy's composition teacher.
Chapter Seven
Well, friends, I gotta tell ya, Sammy was (and probably still is) a diligent and eager beaver. Literally. No, not literally… the other one… figuratively? Yeah, that's it. But you already know this, because a good portion of chapter five was devoted to Sammy's general lack of dillydallying.
And so Sammy, ever keen, put her/his back into it and
herded those figurative cats! Which is to say, s/he completed the first section, and was satisfied with it. As were all those who heard it, and they praised Sammy.
From on high.
The semester was now about two-thirds complete.
"Hmm," thought the composition teacher, nervously.
Chapter Eight
The process continued as previously, which is to say that it was
considerably less smooth than anticipated! Aspects of the original plan — which was quite lovely! — were modified, or even scrapped. The existential angst that Sammy had hoped to avoid was
not avoided, and, what's more, it now grew from "I'm not sure where to take my piece in the next section," to "There are aspects to my plan that don't work, and I am stressed –
desperately – over this!"
And indeed, Sammy was in a very dark place. Her/his composition teacher, having been in very dark places on occasions too numerous to enumerate, felt very bad for Sammy. Offers of help were made.
Chapter Nine
And so, for Sammy, it came to pass that time marched inexorably on, as is its wont despite our best efforts to the contrary, and small compositional triumphs were mixed with periodic setbacks and occasional blows to the psychic solar plexus, which means that some setbacks were worse than others.
Sammy stuck with it, however, and eventually pulled the rabbit out of the hat, which is to say s/he finished the piece,
more or less, by the end of semester.
"More or less" in this case means that Sammy was not fully satisfied with the finished product, as its completion involved numerous compromises along the way — sections that didn't quite turn out as hoped, but with no time to make them "tickety-boo" (this means "just so," in case you were unaware) because it was necessary to move on to the subsequent section in order to finish by the deadline.
The Moral of This Story
Were the challenges faced along the way the product of a faulty plan, or are such challenges simply inherent to the creative process?
Undoubtedly you, as a perceptive reader, already know the composition teacher's view on this, because the title of today's blog
kind of gives it away.
That, plus opening this blog with, "creativity is messy…" and then following that opening with a list of examples that illustrate ways in which creativity can be messy .
However, the composition teacher hastens to clarify his position by saying that while the creative process can indeed be messy much of the time, even for so-called geniuses, this doesn't obviate the potential benefits of a well-constructed plan. Should Sammy write more plan-based compositions, it seems likely that Sammy's ability to craft functional plans, with built-in contingencies for when things get messy, will improve, and will help her/him improve as a composer.
One key to making plans that work is to understand that most plans have to be changed once the actual work of composition is underway. They are more a guide than a strict road map, usually.
That said, however, it is probable that for any substantial creative project, things will get messy along the way,
with or without a plan, and part of being a composer involves learning to accept this, deal with the inevitable difficulties as they arise, and push past them.
The best-laid plans of mice and men often go awry
Portrait of Robert Burns by Alexander Nasmyth, Scottish National Portrait Gallery
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